Thursday, November 22, 2007

the first week

Well...I hoped to blog regularly but it's already been a week since my first blog, so not a good start.

I can say that I have been very very very busy with school. Classes from 8.30 till 6 pm. Which means that I have to get up at 6 am and I'm not home before 7.30 pm. After which I still have to make loads of homework. And not to mention do the homework for the classes I missed in the first few months.

When I entered my first lecture on Monday morning, I didn't know what to expect. How are my lecturers going to be, and my classmates? I knew I could do the classes but if you're stuck which your classmates for hours and hours it would be nice if they're fun. And fortunately they are! :D Of course they asked me tons of questions, why I just transferred and not sooner and why I transferred etcetera. Don't know how big my class is but both classes together are about 30/35 students (only 2 boys), so not that big.
When I have spanish the class consists of only a part of my class and a part of another education. And in that class are a few guys and they are real fun. Haven't learned that much spanish in the last lesson because we (me, a few girls and the guys) were goofing around. The teacher's english is pretty bad and he keeps saying things wrong, and then one of my classmates makes a remark and we start laughing (again).
So....this first week wasn't a bad start for school. Only it was an early rise.

I told you about my friend with benefits. He was acting strange. He thought that I couldn't go through with it, at least that's what he says. But I've got the feeling that he can't go through with it, but he says that's not true.
I went to his place yesterday. It starts awkward like how are you going to start and stuff. So we were just talking about work/school and daily life and then we started to watch a movie. And we started to move, first we were on the outer corners of the sofa and closely moved towards eachother. It still was strange. It was alright, but strange. We just need to get used to it, or just quit. Don't know which one just yet.
He always says that he's a sexaddict but he's always too tired. So if you wants to keep this up, he needs to get more sleep or do something that gives him more energy.

Well...I'm off again. Back to my reading.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Out of construction/start

I thought it finally is time to get this blog up and running. But it's difficult to make a beginning.
I always have so much to tell but once I'm behind my notebook my mind goes blank.

But now I am really going to start because if I don't I will go insane (not that I'm not already). I need to confide in someone about the things going on in my life and I don't think my friends will understand or think what I'm doing is wise. I'm always the wise and sensible friend in our group. I'm always willling to help and I'm nice.
Well.....I'm done with that. I want to be who I want to be and not who they want me to be. So they probably won't understand that I have started a friends-with-benefits relation with my latest ex boyfriend. I know this isn't a sane thing to do. To start, it's really not me. Second, I'm not completely over him. But the sex was so bad when we were dating and it's sort of great now so...why complain.

There has been another change in my life recently. Halfway in the first semester of my education I switched from the first year to the second, which I will start Monday.
I have been working for the last year so I'm still getting used to the idea of studying but since I can skip a year, I'm doing something right, aren't I? I am missing my friends from work though. From seeing them fulltime during the week till only an e-mail every forthnight (their work is very demanding).

Okay, so this was a start. I hope I can keep going and post regularly. My native isn't English so if I'm making grammar or spelling mistakes, please let me know. If you have questions, please ask, I shall do my best to answer them.