Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Where's everyone?

Nope this is not the post on Brazil. Yes, I'm very very very ashamed of myself.

It's quiet in blog-land the last few weeks. Maybe it's because of the nice weather. Can't blame them, I'd rather sit outside in the sun than inside in front of my laptop too. Or maybe it's because everyone is very busy. I know I am. I need more hours in a day and a few more days in the weekend, maybe then I can manage to finish everything before the deadlines.

This is not a real excuse to not blog because you need to have a break every now and then. But since Brazil is school-related I don't blog about it during the few breaks I take. I will try to do it this weekend. I know, I've been back for almost a month. And the longer I wait with writing, the shorter the post will be because I will miss out on the details (you only get a day by day outline), and I don't want you to miss out on all the idiotic things we've done (climbing the cliffs with our bear feet).

And now I'm back to my schoolwork, because the sooner I'll finish it, the sooner I can do something else then sitting in front of my laptop.

Friday, May 09, 2008

sorry

Hey girls,

I'm sorry I haven't posted in some time. I'm working on the Brasil post but school has come to the conclusion that they haven't learned us anything this year yet, and are giving us amounts of courses and homework. So almost all my time not on school is spend on doing homework and since it's soooo nice weather, the remaining time I have left I'm trying to deepen my tan.

I've been given another load of homework and 60 pages to check for "real" work so I'm going to be sooo busy this weekend. But I'll just have to manage my time and find a gap to finish the Brasil post.

My English book and the sun are calling for me again.

Bye!

Thursday, May 01, 2008

respons Just my luck

I was typing a respons to KBear's respons on my previous post.

The guy texted me that he was just fooling around with her, just having fun with a girl. I do that too with one of my guyfriends (if a gf or bf would check our messages, they'd probably be furious) but we both know that we are not into each other, it's just fun. He on the other hand knew she was into him.

I know he could be doing the same for me. I'm seeing him tomorrow and the first thing I'm going to do is to get a few answers. And then I'll make up my mind about what I'm going to do. I can't tell Negative now about the guy because I don't want her to work up over nothing. If he has potential I'll tell her straigth away.

I can't say I haven't done the same thing before. You know, with text messaging guy? I knew he was into me and I kept texting him back, even though my messages didn't have anything suggestive in them (understand what I mean? I never once said hi babe or want to see you or something in that direction) I shouldn't have sent them. I should have told him that I wasn't into him or tell him something about Tiny (who's in Spain now, btw).

So tomorrow I'm seeing him. And we'll find out how it will all continue. But have you never met a guy/girl you liked and then when you saw their friend you liked him/her even better? What if Negative wasn't going out with me and Curly? I would still have met him, that's something I know for sure. Please let's just wait and see.

My guilt has become less but it's not completely gone and it probably won't leave. I've talked about it with Curly and my 2 bff and they say that I should just go for it; If I care enough for Negative not to date the guy, then she should care for me too and say that I could date him.

Argh! My mind is going crazy (for as far as it wasn't already). I'm just going to see and find out what I want tomorrow. And I won't do anything stupid, like kiss him (I'd never go further). And then you guys can help me again :P.